I AM SOOOO LOVED!

happy birthday to me! i just can't stop smiling ... i feel warm, warm joy in my heart. actually, i literally feel that my heart can burst any moment now. sobrang touched ako with the out-pour of L-O-V-E as in love talaga of the people who sincerely treasure me. had a number of "surprise" well-wishers at home, at my mom's home, via ym, email, friendster, landfone, snailmail (would you believe?), and meron pang singing bee. sobrang happy! sobrang thankful! i feel loved talaga.

and my dear lloyd, he really made me feel like his queen the whole day ... he was so submissive hehehe lahat ng whims and caprices ko nakuha ko ... saya! hehehe

tapos my kids made cards for me ... tuwang tuwa ako ... they painted it and scribbled, "I Love you Mom" ... tapos they also pumped balloons for me ... saya saya ko ... sobrang nag-effort sila im so soo proud of my kids

to top everything, God blessed my through the message that Pastor Joby Soriano gave at the worship service ... its the part two of his "JOY" message. my thinking just kinda detoured because of his message ... wrong thinking can steal my joy ... usual joy stealer for men is the issue of being a good provider, the pressure that goes with it ... for women, IT IS FEELING UNLOVED OR UNAPPRECIATED ... so there, right smack at the cherry, after hearing this lloyd placed his arms around me and then after mga 5 minutes he whispered "I love you", and then he can't keep his hands off me na ... =)

i am so blessed ... i am so loved ... i have so much ... in fact, i have everything ...